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As my friend,

You are there.

I left to chase shadows,

And I was found nowhere.



All I can do,

Is now wait for you.

You know where I am,

My fault for leaving you.



It is said,

A true friend.

Will be at your side,

Even when your not sure of the friend.



I am tired of lies,

Lies of jealous people.

I am tired of pain,

That is caused by people.



I tried to follow my heart,

And found nothing but pain.

Nothing like losing friend,

Friends that could have been a gain.

The darkness,

Is calling for me.

The darkness,

Is beckoning to me.



I long for it,

It to grab me.

I long for it,

It to embrace me.



There is no love,

For me out there.

There is no love,

For my heart to bare.



I wish for the darkness,

To swallow me whole.

I wish for the darkness,

To pull me down into a hole.



I feel like,

I am not wanted here no more.

I feel like,

I'm not for this much more.

I have lost,

My chance for a family.

I have lost,

My on chance for sanity.



I have tried,

To be the best I can.

I have tried.

To be a better man.



I have lost,

Most of what I use to be.

I have lost,

That which can not see.



I have tried,

To make up for the trouble I caused.

I have tried,

To restart everything that I paused.



There is only,

My darkness.

There is only,

The bleakness.



I can only crawl out,

Just so many times.

Before the clock,

Has it's final chimes.

Anger is a way of life,

Anger is a friend.

Anger is a state of being,

Anger is a fiend.



Hatred is life,

Hatred is here.

Hatred is in everyone,

Hatred is there.



Death is for everyone,

Death is me.

Death is you,

Death is waiting for thee.





I wrote this back on 31/July/2011

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PsychWardSiren
23:22 Mar 03 2012

Dark but there is truth in it.

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